I have spent too much time taking life for granted. Not seeing what has been there all along.
I am deep, deep thinker, to a fault.
I am an all or nothing person. I am passionate about things that matter to me. I am either all in 100% or all out 100%. There isn't any middle road to me and there never has been.
I love with my whole heart and soul, no strings attached.
I don't hide my feelings well, even when it is best that I do. I can't pretend. I have never been a pretender. In the past, the times I have tried pretending or hiding, I have been read like a book.
I crumble at the thought of not being able to rescue those who hurt. I can't stand the thought. I hate seeing others hurt. It kills me. It eats at me. It keeps me up long after I have gone to bed.
Do I know I can't rescue others? Yes. But knowing that, is what hurts.
This is me. It is who I am. Is it right? Some would think not. But for me, it is all I know.